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Hello again! Today I wanted to share some pictures that I took and decorated recently~

 

This crazy bag and parasol corner of mine lol

 

I've been decorating pictures like this since I was a teenager, guess it's another habit that stuck

 

Blue Hawaii that I had at a local Indian restaurant the other day 

Mikuru, cute as always <3

Well, that's all for now. Until next time! ^_^

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Hi again! I've been pretty broke and therefore not very busy doing anything lately, just working 4 days a week and relaxing or doing fun stuff during the other 3. Recently I started watching Cobra Kai with my boyfriend after finishing the 80s Karate Kid movies, it's so good! We even bought some Coors Banquet in the stubby bottles to drink while watching the show, lol

I think I still need to adjust to the working 4 days a week for more than 20 hours after working twice a week at 20 hours for a year at that restaurant, I honestly don't think even a year was enough time for me to fully adjust to the amount of free time I had, if I could go back I'd try to make the most of it. I was making more money and all, but the environment was extremely stressful and harmful to my mental health. All I was doing was pushing through for the amount of days off I would have after working two days, but those days off tended to consist of nothing but me decompressing and trying to prepare myself for my next days at work. 10 hour shifts with a rude boss breaking labor laws and being the only employee working aside from the owner and the dishwasher was becoming a bit too much for me to handle, while I often pride myself on my physical strength, my mental strength is definitely not on par. I'll admit it, I'm sensitive but that doesn't make me a moron who can't advocate for myself. All things considered I'm glad I ended up where I am now, obviously my dream job is something I can do from home but unfortunately that isn't realistic for me at this point in time, however this pays the bills and isn't nearly as hard on my mental health. Hell, I'm getting constant compliments on my work instead of being scolded. 

 

I don't have much hope for the world right now, but doing my best to hang in there and live my life in a way that's meaningful to me. I don't really have much else to talk about, so I guess that's all for now. Until next time!

 

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Hello again! The other day I went out for lunch with my best friend and we did a bit of shopping after~

 

This was my outfit! For bottoms I had on these versatile pink bloomers with added petticoat that I often wear with lolita, as well as some white floral lace tights and my doc martens. I should wear these contacts more often, they really pop!

 

I found these super chunky pearl bracelets! I haven't been able to find accessories like this in a store for a long time, so I was really excited~ A couple more things I found was this really cute pastel quilted button up jacket with pink and blue flowers and pink buttons on a white background, which really brings out the grandma in me lol. I also found a wine glass with a really pretty brass colored stem that resembles a tree branch/vine covered in purple enamel flowers. I didn't end up getting photos of those, oh well!

Recently my boyfriend upgraded the ram in my PC, the single 8gb stick that was in there before turned into the dumbest necklace ever:

Well, that's all for now. Until next time!

 

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 Hello again~ I haven't had much to blog about lately, life's been pretty stagnant. I started working in produce for half of the week, I guess they didn't have enough hours for me as a custodian so they've been trying to find another department to put me into that's less customer facing. I'm still learning the ropes, but it seems fairly self explanatory so far. 

Super pretty and sweet smelling candle I got the other day~

 Also, I started a goal list for myself recently that's not long term, since what I really think I struggle with is the day to day short term activities and gathering enough motivation to do them. Once I get a handle on that I think I'll (hopefully) be able to accomplish more of my long term goals. There's always that feeling at the end of the day that I didn't do enough, that I've wasted time so to try and tackle my executive dysfunction I started a small checklist with just a few things I'd like to accomplish on my days off, and I hope to eventually add more and more things to the checklists once I've grown accustomed to them. 

 

 My current number of stamps in Club Penguin lol

Well, that's all for now. until next time!