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Hi again! I've been pretty broke and therefore not very busy doing anything lately, just working 4 days a week and relaxing or doing fun stuff during the other 3. Recently I started watching Cobra Kai with my boyfriend after finishing the 80s Karate Kid movies, it's so good! We even bought some Coors Banquet in the stubby bottles to drink while watching the show, lol

I think I still need to adjust to the working 4 days a week for more than 20 hours after working twice a week at 20 hours for a year at that restaurant, I honestly don't think even a year was enough time for me to fully adjust to the amount of free time I had, if I could go back I'd try to make the most of it. I was making more money and all, but the environment was extremely stressful and harmful to my mental health. All I was doing was pushing through for the amount of days off I would have after working two days, but those days off tended to consist of nothing but me decompressing and trying to prepare myself for my next days at work. 10 hour shifts with a rude boss breaking labor laws and being the only employee working aside from the owner and the dishwasher was becoming a bit too much for me to handle, while I often pride myself on my physical strength, my mental strength is definitely not on par. I'll admit it, I'm sensitive but that doesn't make me a moron who can't advocate for myself. All things considered I'm glad I ended up where I am now, obviously my dream job is something I can do from home but unfortunately that isn't realistic for me at this point in time, however this pays the bills and isn't nearly as hard on my mental health. Hell, I'm getting constant compliments on my work instead of being scolded. 

 

I don't have much hope for the world right now, but doing my best to hang in there and live my life in a way that's meaningful to me. I don't really have much else to talk about, so I guess that's all for now. Until next time!